You know that feeling where theres a lump in your throat and no matter what process you take to make sense of something, it just never does? Why do I try so hard to explain the explainable? I always took pride in my ability to communicate through words, but lately I cant make sense from "mad" to "sad", its just a giant blurred word for "fucked up." I cant go a second without wondering what else I shouldve said, and as soon as the right thing comes to mind, I'm hours, a headache, and bloodshot eyes too late. Always falling just short of the goal.
I'll keep trying, always. I'm just not apologizing.
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