Changing faces.

Seems like noone uses this anymore.
www.liveoutlive.tumblr.com

Just so you know.

You've absolutely destroyed me. You're always the last thing on my mind.

I can't go back, not now - You are not who you say you are.

Walking away is a burden best left for quitters. I cant get up, let go, and move on; Inside I am weak, and dwelling constantly in a state of "what-if's" and "forget-me-not's".

"I have eyes that never close, I have fear that I can never show. I am weak inside, I am broken. I am broken"




I dont know what to do. Someone, anywhere, give me a little grace. My biggest let down is that

I still love you.

Cursed.

Rethink, over-think, reanalyze, over-analyze, repeat.


I am cursed.

Don't say

Its up to me. I can dish it, but I just can't take it.
I'm looking for the upsides.

AngstAngstAngst.

You dont belong here, and you never have. Im tired of you being the plague amongst us, and I cant sit here and let you rip this apart. Excuse me for being dramatic, but you haven't done a single thing for anyone since you ran off, you were never worth the time anyway.

I wish

I wish I could have been there from the start. Before the hurt, before the let downs, heart breaks, lies, and the heartless. I wish I could've shown you something different, something more than what you know - shown you that whats written in stone is not written in blood, and your histories are meant to stay there. Your past will not haunt you this time; I will not give up. Theres still so much more of your life that I want to be apart of, I just wish I knew how to tell you.