I cant hide this feeling no matter how hard I try. I cant describe it, or leave it, or work on it. It stays no matter how hard I try, and whats worse - I don't even know what it is. Its affecting everything in my life, including things that make me the happiest. I feel almost as if Ive somehow lost myself in the midst of it all. I have to find a way out of this mess, but I cant figure out what I dont know. I wish so badly I could talk to you, but I cant even explain. I just hope you keep that faith in me that you once had - I'm still here, somewhere.
Maybe I just need to suck it up.
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