Starting over.

This is probably my fourth attempt at keeping an up-to-date blog and I'd be lying if I said I was being entirely honest about everything Ive written in the past. I was always leading up to something that I knew I wasn't. Trying to impress someone that I didn't actually care about as much as I thought. I was trying to fulfill my, well - rather boring life with something a little more exciting. I started wanting to write a blog to get my feelings out, and help myself make sense of whatever is going on in this head. So, I'm starting over. If this blog bores you, I apologize, just find something else. But if you take an interest, Ill try to let you into my life, and maybe introduce you to some new bands, or artwork or whatever.

Things are finally starting to look up. I met someone that makes me happy, Ive started to appreciate things that I hadn't before, and I'm finally starting to feel okay about myself.

My names Paul Benjamin Evans, if you didn't read below. Im 22, and trying to figure out my life. Its a task easier said than done, but Im not rushing anything. Im a little misunderstood at times, and my history always comes back to haunt me - but then again, who isnt/doesnt these days. Whatever. I love hardcore, and skateboarding, movies and tattoos, and whatever else makes me smile. I dont really like winter, but im starting to work on that and I really hate cold feet.

Hope you stick around.